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 ♥ R FOR REBECCA A little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin. Email: rebeccaa.-@hotmail.com  Tagboard
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Wednesday, April 16, 2008
There's one sad truth in my life. Sometimes it really turn out to so despressing that are most memorable and moving. What’s really sad about our love quote of the day is not the quote itself, but the fact of what's happening in between our r/s. What have I done to deserve all these ? Haven't I been a great soul mate in ur heart ? Nevetheless, despite all the unhappiness, I admit you still stand a huge place in my heart =) Call me a feather-brained lady, call me a simple-minded lady, call me soft-hearted. Yes ! I'm glad to pronounce I am all of the above. But am I asking for too much ? Tell me. I opened myself up & let it all out. I told you everything because i had no doubts. But now im left with nothing. Because you didnt feel the same. All that is left behind is just a broken heart and im the one to be blamed. Seeing you everyday isn't what hurts the most. It's seeing you while your starring at her that kills ~ Briuses my heal but scares are never forgotten. Why do we sleep when the next day we wake to still live with yesterday. I was kept in the dark for a period of time. Till the day when God made this arrangement for me to realise all the things u done to hurt me realise that I am the one who's been hurt so badly all the while. Remember the feelings, remember the day my stone heart was breaking. But my dear, my love did not ran away. I love you so deeply that nothing can make u erase off from my mind. Yet, I say goodbye. Goodbye to everything I thought I knew, to everything I thought of you, to the love I thought was true, to every one of the chances I blew. So I whisper to myself one last time, 'Goodbye Boy, I love you...' & slowly pull the invisble trigger directly at my heart. My heart is broken, torn in two. My world fell apart all because of you =( There's still love of course, but my everyday is turning to be my enemy. I just don't understand why did whenever I think I'm standing strong, you somehow pulled me back down. Boy, do u have a better explanation for this ? I'm so torn out right down. How I wish I was still kept in the dark rather than knowing all the truth that resulted me in isolation. I once believe that love can sometimes be magic. But sad to say that magic of love can sometimes just be an illusion. I know it's better to have loved and lost than never to have lost at all. But everything is just so unbearable. Tell me what to do ? Every nite i asked God to make me feel nothing but love. But if you really think about it, love is nothing but painfulness to me. Ever has it been that love knows not it's own depth till the day we got seperated. It did not died a natural death. It dies of blindness, errors & betrayals. It dies of wounds, of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing. I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken. I'd rather remember it as it was at it's best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived. Can u put urself into my shoes & think of how I'm gonna feel ? I felt so hurt, so depressed. Boy, I miss & love you tons still. Can u feel it ? Sigh.. |
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